Trust in the Lord (school)

GOD
i begin to understand You more now.
what a grace!
Thank You!

Easter:
i remember on Fri morning, when a small group of us ( GR, Poy, MZ, Law, YC, Adel, Dennis,Rach) woke up leisurely after a long nite on thurs at chalet. we pryed for the event to be a success an more importantly we and our friends can taste the true meaning of easter. during the prayer, i got an impression on my heart about God reminding us about the woman who stood among the Jews and Jesus, Jesus told them, let those who are sinless be the first to stone her. Its all about our sins, standing before GOD's judgment. its about God's grace that like Jesus understood the woman, God will bring us to Him.

Amazingly, on easter sunday, the message was EXACTLY the smae passage. oh LORD, once again i m glad i heard You! :)

Sunday easter, we had a beautiful lady joining us for the first time and receiving Christ on tt very day! Carol, i pray that in your new journey with GOD, He will be Your shepherd, growing and receiving strength from Him.She is indeed fearfully and wonderfully made, i thank GOD i saw this divine opportunity of seeing Your hand working through.
there was this day, i was sitting with sandy having our shepherding time at S11. a lady came over. just asked sandy: do you give tuition? we were surprised. i recognise her as one of those working at S11. and there was a turning point. sandy invited her to service, and on tt day, while she sat beside me, i did not know what to expect. i just prayed for all those who come. (plus andrew, qi jie, gin, wilson's mum - madarin service) Thank Jesus, thank you, sandy.

to me, it was a very touching easter service, the songs presentation. especially the one with animation. i teared. i was touched to be reminded of the reason why Jesus came, He came for me. He took his hand and hold my hand all the while, nvr let go, even at times i wanted to run away for a while...thank You Jesus, for your faithfulness. the girl reminded that it was me. i like to ask a lot of qtns to Father. why? why? Father did not tell me so at every time. He merely told me to wait inside while He goes out. Father will have a time to say, He will finally bring everything to light. it was done and said when Jesus finally went up on the cross. no more explanation needed. the time for Father to say. it will happen. it teaches me a lot about asking and waiting and experiencing.

Prasie GOD!

At School
today was the last day for a girl ( P3-8). she is transferring to another school. though i did not have much relationship with her, since i was there only for a short while. i was very touched by a scene today. my teacher mentor requested to take 10mins at the end of class, to have a mini celebration for her. she brought cakes. she also suggested that i can ask the pupils to write on the white board for some well-wishes. when i saw her looking at the words on the white board, her smiles and giggles really touched me. i tried to hold my tears. such a innocent child, which i can no longer find such in adults. Lord, bless her. i pray she will come to know You too.

and international friendship day. there was a celebration today in the hall. i was surprised that there were two stories shared. one of these folktale was about a crab with a cross. it shared about a captain who prayed and saved from storm by him dropping a cross into the sea. later a crab found to have a cross. in fact, through the story, elements on GOD, prayer, and even people saying praise GOD. inside my heart, i was amazed. nvr did i expect that things of GOD can be shared openly in this school, in fact to a huge crowd at assembly. LORD, prepare me if there will come a time and a chance for me to do likewise. it seems diffciult for me now to do so, but if You will, let me know.

i thank GOD for a friendship i gained with one of the pracitucm friends. there are five of us, only myself and another gal are chinese teachers. hence i had more time with her. it was amazing since the start when she first asked me what i do during weekends, which i told her i am a christian and goes to church, it was so much easier now to bring up topics on GOD. and i am so blessed coz i recd a gift from her recently. i was amzed, coz she said it was a gift to thank me for helping her out during past weeks. i thought to myself, i did not do much le. Thank GOD for this love You gave so that i can love others that they too experienced this love. and today during our trip back home, i shared with her that i am going for a course on sat, MPC. started to share about my terstimony of how GOD brough me abnd poy otgether through prayers etc...and she was so interested in it about recding GOd's visions that she shared soem of what she heard from her christians friend. today i brought a truth of GOD is sipirit and He understnads us and He will talk to us. i pray there will be more times like there. time is running and ticking away, there will nvr come a time again. i pray that i can seize every opportunity to share God's love in where Your grace will bring me to.

amen!!

God. help me. so many things i need to handle now. the experience of grace will come. i cant understand many thigns myself. it is not easy to stand as a servant leader, people need to know people need to be directed. yet Lord, i cant say, i had my own share of diffculties which i felt being pressed down. yet, i am not destroyed. there are fellow family of GOD. see them in the light of You. Lord, teach me if i am wrong. Lord, show me where You want to use me to bring others to You. Lord, i need to trust in You with all heart. lean not on my own understanding. acknowldege You in all my ways and He will make my paths straight.in Jesus Name,amen!!