11 th Nov 2007

It is a blessing to be in GOD's people.

what it means to grow in love, in truth, sharpen each other?

it takes heartache...but tt also means the heart is in tt relationship. Thank GOD.

with the more and more "different" people coming into the church? are we ready to receive them? what am i supposed to do?

today, an old blind uncle just sat 2seats away from me. accompanying him are two ladies, an indian, another chinese. They are pre-believers, their first time.

to me, first instance i saw them...a bit of fear. coz of the few times of encounter already, of the reality of what i heard about other ocassions. but i still want to ask: what shall i say? what do YOU want me to do? tho nothing, but i enjoy the process of seeking....for in all of our life, we need to seek YOU always....

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it was a hard decision. as humanly speaking, perhaps it were the "me" some time back, i would have chosen otherwise. BUT today, i ask for an answer. coz i really do not know what decision to make and i know Your way will be the best.

to stay with CG for lunch, esp this week there is no leadership meeting, where i can catch up with some of CG pple. OR to go with poy to meet up this fren, CP. ???

i started asking since in the morning ... the answer came so so direct through the video, where Pastor spoke. GO WHERE THEY ARE, and not asking them to come. i pray...

first time, i stand in the viewing gallery. the coffin goes in. even for my dad's, all of my family members were so blur, that we didnt get to see. perhaps it was meant to be. Coz we may not be able to take it. BUT this time, i hold my water in my eyes. As i hear the cries of this fren. tho i know him through poy, only a couple of times, but the face is imprinted. a burden builds up. Lord, really pray for CP that YOU will meet him in his heart. Let all the words of comfort he hears over this christian wake light up his spirit. LORD, somehow, i know he will be a great man in YOUR kingdom. He will make such an impact. GOD, protect him, give him grace to know YOU. now tt his father is gone to be with YOU, let his heart see the FAtherly Figure that ONLY YOU can fill. i pray and commit him into YOUR hands! IJN, amen!!

(Lord, pray that me and poy will be faithful to pray for CP)