Ask, and His Word!

The Thought
one year later is uncertain.
it came on that sun.
excitement and looking forward.
one dream and a thought came.

as recalling helps to see His Hands on this plan,
looking back what perfect timing in all these things that has happen.
and the discover: it seems to be pointing to that thought and dream.
Mentioned this only to two persons.
the thought.
would be be mine or His?
still searching.
Asking and His Word.
Let it be His not mine
dream and what He wants to do.

Then realised.
one thing
Focus on the search to know Him better
not on the confirmation of the result
cause its knowing Him is more important
than to get what is the outcome.

well, at ease.
at the end, it may turn out just a thought
my thought
but i would have gained so much more to search for His word
to hear to meet to experience
Him!

Message version of His Word:
"Anyone who intends to come with Me has to let Me lead. You are not in the driver's seat--I Am. Dont run from suffering;embrace it! Follow Me and i'll show you how. Self-help is no help at all. Self-sacrifice is the way, my way, to finding yourself, your true self. What good would it be to have everything u want and lose you, the real you?" ( Luke 9:23-25)

here's another one...
" then another said, " i am ready to follow you, Master, but first excuse me while i get things straightened out at home."
Jesus said," No procrastination. No backward looks. you cant put God's kingdom off till tomorrow. Seize the day." ( Luke 9:61-62)

If its His dream and He gave that Thought,
it will not vanish.
so waiting upon and growing to be sensitive to His direction.
now,
just take a step at one time, with faith and faithfully.