His Voice, faithfulness.
15/09/05
was a terrible day at school.
was so so discouraged....:(
a "bad" day. at least tt hows i feel.
seems like nothing to give thanks about.
aiyo, really meh, i knew God is watching over yet i cant give thks, nor to be joyful lo.
anyway.....
something happen at sch, first time.
discouraged about the influences kids have or rather the way they are brought up.
or rather....
went into staff rm after tt, saw hui shan, told her what happen,
thank God,
she gave some advices on how i can deal with it. etc....
went home, din even have the "mood" to mark books.
left it there.
wanted so much to go home straight away, to just let my "sadness" to God.
and....the unimaginable happen.
i forgot to bring my keys out in the morning.
mum went outside.
no one at home.
locked out.
hai....:(
plus its raining....pouring.
cant go anywhere.
so sat at the staircase.
inside of me, "take this time to spend with Me"
i read His word.
so loud woh.
"Dont be troubled, Trust in Father, trust also in Me" Jesus said. John 14:1
decided to pray. to listen. to still before Him.
"I want to show you this situation, to open your eyes, to see what is happening in schools now. to paint you a picture of what kind of challengs may come your way. to be clear of this path. to show so that you can seek Me to decide, yet, I AM with you. I will guide...."
and i knew in my heart and in spirit, God hears, He knows, and He answers.
Thank You God!
CG
leading worship as guitarist at the same time.
first time!
was so so great!
what a breakthrough. indeed, its about Holy Spirit leading.
about the heart of worship.
not abt the skills of guitartist.
Thank God for sandy to come in to help in leading praise.
every and anything can go wrong.
but when our hearts are drawn to God, nothing will go wrong, for He is ever so loving!
then YC came right after tt to tell me he's ready.
and another answered prayer!
was praying for him, for this bro to have faith in what God has given him!
and he's ever so soft and serving towards God, tt he hears God calling him
PTL! thank You God.
what a day!
He has turn my mourning into dancing!
Sorrow into Joy!
Sat
meet SQ for shepherding.
i thought it was Your thought.
i had thought so.
as i shared with SQ, then i ask was it You?
did i lost the sensitvity to recognize Your voice?
Superstar Karaoke.
still have difficulty. i know some of them had tried. and i know one even "led" by example. i see their hearts and intentions. i wanted to try, still a bit more to go out of "me" bah, i guess.
anyway, i thank God, for i am who i am, and i am still Your beloved.
until i see You.until i see it. then prob tt will make things easy for me to change.
Vinc, rach, YC, Kim,Den, Lystia, Hendry, Poy, Shiming, Su Ching, shuwei, Law, Zen, J, Pei key, li siong,KK.
Sun
Thank You.
for the intercession.
to once again experience You.
usually we pray for things we read from bulletin, pray for svc, preacher, for other matters in church.
once again, You have led us!
today, nothing much was mentioned in bulletin abt what'd the psg is going to be.
we dun even know what was the psg by the guest speaker...
somehow, Holy Spirit led.
we pray along about breakthroughs in our lives!
and as i joined in for the 2nd svc.
sermon: 5 Keys to breakthoughs"
wow! what revelation!
we didnt know what to pray, yet as we allow Holy Spirit to lead.
He showed.
so nice, so touched.
not only because we prayed according to Holy Spirit's leading,
but also i was personally encouraged to hear, and so much touched to know He just wanted to let me know:
" My dear child. I know what u are thinking, feeling. I hear you, I just want to let you know I have spoken. I will make you even more senisitive to Me, My voice..., you had not lost the ability to hear from Me....Keep seeking, keep asking....."
went down to the front of Nexus audi today.
two breakthoughs i wanted to be prayed for.
1) Work 2) missions.
Leave to You, Lord.
Moon cake
Bright full Moon.
Let the Light of Jesus shine even more brighter in our hearts!
amen!
was a terrible day at school.
was so so discouraged....:(
a "bad" day. at least tt hows i feel.
seems like nothing to give thanks about.
aiyo, really meh, i knew God is watching over yet i cant give thks, nor to be joyful lo.
anyway.....
something happen at sch, first time.
discouraged about the influences kids have or rather the way they are brought up.
or rather....
went into staff rm after tt, saw hui shan, told her what happen,
thank God,
she gave some advices on how i can deal with it. etc....
went home, din even have the "mood" to mark books.
left it there.
wanted so much to go home straight away, to just let my "sadness" to God.
and....the unimaginable happen.
i forgot to bring my keys out in the morning.
mum went outside.
no one at home.
locked out.
hai....:(
plus its raining....pouring.
cant go anywhere.
so sat at the staircase.
inside of me, "take this time to spend with Me"
i read His word.
so loud woh.
"Dont be troubled, Trust in Father, trust also in Me" Jesus said. John 14:1
decided to pray. to listen. to still before Him.
"I want to show you this situation, to open your eyes, to see what is happening in schools now. to paint you a picture of what kind of challengs may come your way. to be clear of this path. to show so that you can seek Me to decide, yet, I AM with you. I will guide...."
and i knew in my heart and in spirit, God hears, He knows, and He answers.
Thank You God!
CG
leading worship as guitarist at the same time.
first time!
was so so great!
what a breakthrough. indeed, its about Holy Spirit leading.
about the heart of worship.
not abt the skills of guitartist.
Thank God for sandy to come in to help in leading praise.
every and anything can go wrong.
but when our hearts are drawn to God, nothing will go wrong, for He is ever so loving!
then YC came right after tt to tell me he's ready.
and another answered prayer!
was praying for him, for this bro to have faith in what God has given him!
and he's ever so soft and serving towards God, tt he hears God calling him
PTL! thank You God.
what a day!
He has turn my mourning into dancing!
Sorrow into Joy!
Sat
meet SQ for shepherding.
i thought it was Your thought.
i had thought so.
as i shared with SQ, then i ask was it You?
did i lost the sensitvity to recognize Your voice?
Superstar Karaoke.
still have difficulty. i know some of them had tried. and i know one even "led" by example. i see their hearts and intentions. i wanted to try, still a bit more to go out of "me" bah, i guess.
anyway, i thank God, for i am who i am, and i am still Your beloved.
until i see You.until i see it. then prob tt will make things easy for me to change.
Vinc, rach, YC, Kim,Den, Lystia, Hendry, Poy, Shiming, Su Ching, shuwei, Law, Zen, J, Pei key, li siong,KK.
Sun
Thank You.
for the intercession.
to once again experience You.
usually we pray for things we read from bulletin, pray for svc, preacher, for other matters in church.
once again, You have led us!
today, nothing much was mentioned in bulletin abt what'd the psg is going to be.
we dun even know what was the psg by the guest speaker...
somehow, Holy Spirit led.
we pray along about breakthroughs in our lives!
and as i joined in for the 2nd svc.
sermon: 5 Keys to breakthoughs"
wow! what revelation!
we didnt know what to pray, yet as we allow Holy Spirit to lead.
He showed.
so nice, so touched.
not only because we prayed according to Holy Spirit's leading,
but also i was personally encouraged to hear, and so much touched to know He just wanted to let me know:
" My dear child. I know what u are thinking, feeling. I hear you, I just want to let you know I have spoken. I will make you even more senisitive to Me, My voice..., you had not lost the ability to hear from Me....Keep seeking, keep asking....."
went down to the front of Nexus audi today.
two breakthoughs i wanted to be prayed for.
1) Work 2) missions.
Leave to You, Lord.
Moon cake
Bright full Moon.
Let the Light of Jesus shine even more brighter in our hearts!
amen!
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